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Entry 4 - Rant Session

So, I scored some CD's today (copies obviously), off a friend. Got 7 today, more still coming, coz her laptop goes at the speed of a snail, and we had to leave. So I'm rather pleased. Now, though, I'm going to vent.

Was perfectly happy - everything was fine, got my HP6 this morning (1am, yes 1AM! Fucking insane, I tell you!). Anway, so later this morning I drop by Tales, just like I do everyday. So I go by the Good Morning Thread - just like I do everyday. And there someone has posted a MOTHERFUCKING SPOILER. And me, I just happen to see what it says, quite by accident (So I'm never eyeing a post from the bottom up ever again.) So NOW SHE'S RUINED THE BLEEPING BOOK FOR ME. HOW THE FUCK CAN ANYONE BE SO DAMN INCONSIDERATE?! And, I'm not the only person who saw it - Rhia saw it too, though she's nowhere near as angry as I am. I MEAN HELLO! She posts it, in PLAIN SIGHT in a thread EVERYONE posts in, and expects that to be ok?! And it's not a teeny spoiler like 'so and so kisses so and so', IT'S MOTHERFUCKING HUGE! It must be like HALF THE BLOODY BOOK, and now I know what it is. And note: I'm not mentioning the nature of the spoiler, nor what it is. Wanna know why? COZ I'M CONSIDERATE.

So, I blew up. At first, I just said "Oh NAME! Look what you've done!", then I edited my post and ignored hers completely. Then, after talking to Rhi, I got so mad, I re-edited my post, and crapped all over her. Then, having modship powers *YEEHAAA BABY, and thank God too*, I edited her post, removed the spoiler, and created a new thread for it, WHICH IS WHAT SHE SHOULD HAVE DONE IN THE M-F-ING FIRST PLACE. How is it that anyone can be so STUPID? Am I the only person who sees this? (And be glad, I've calmed down BIG TIME since it happened)

Ok, so it's not like I'm this major HP fan or anything - not anymore, but she ruined the book for me, and after the last book, I really need this one to be good if I'm going to keep me faith in Rowling. Now, I now the big plotline. I mean, what the hell? So now, I know this thing, and the entire book through, I'm going to be waiting for it to happen - think along the lines of Sirius dying in the previous book. Well, here you go! It's like knowing that! (Which I also knew in advance, thanks to some big mouths). SO YAY. Whole book, ruined.

Oh, and the other reason I'm so mad is because she's beein pissing EVERYONE off lately, or, at least, more than usual. She's constantly stepping on toes, making STUPID posts/remarks, and completely destroying plts. And then she goes and complains that everyone's ignoring her and that Kat falsely accused her of not knowing the diff. between RL and RP. HELLO! She DOESN'T KNOW THE FUCKING DIFFERENCE! That's the problem!

OOOooooooooh!! But, at least I now get to aide Argy/Malcolm in making her jealous. She's the stupid bitch you didn't want her CHARACTER to have a relationship with Malcolm - now she's moaning that he's getting it on with 2 other ladies (both mine, btw. MUAHAHAH!). I bet you she's jealous - she has to be, with those stupid comments. Again, I don't think she knows the diff. between RL and RP - I don't think she's even realized that ARGAEL WRITES Malcolm - he's not a seperate entity, though she treats him as one! What the hell?!

*sigh* I'm not even getting worked up about this the way I usually do. I just wish she'd stop complaining about her RL, stop looking for attention (if she's not the centre of attention, she's not happy - and boy will she do ANYTHING to become it!), get a life, stop ruining everyone's fun and get the hell away from me. I just have to see her name as being the last posted/online and I get so damn NAUSEOUS. And I'm SICK TO DEATH of hearing about her upset ST. WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT? I don't need to hear about such things! EW!

And duh, I'm not the only person who feels this way either. I almost started CRYING when I got to Tales originally to find that she was there. I had so HOPED that I'd gotten away from her and her annoying habits. GODS AND HER RP CHARRIES! MOFO! So annoying! They're like STICK MEN. They're all the same, all annoying, and, most of all, ALL LIKE HER. ARG! *sobs*
I nearly hosed myself when her latest charrie started going after Rhi's Ru. GODS I felt for her! That must have been the worst feeling in the world, being pursued by that THING. PML. Poor Rhi! She got herself out of it... sort of... I think =\ Who knows, being the moron that she can be, she may just go after her yet again *rolls eyes caustically*

But what is her deal? Does she take delight in making us poor sods suffer by forcing us to listen to her talk about her sad life? AND OMG. If she mentions commiting suicide 0NE MORE TIME I'm going to FREAK COMPLETELY. That girl hasn't bee suicidal a day in her life - and I should know. My GODS! Do you h ear me ranting about suicide at every given opportunity the way she does? I've been suicidal FOR OVER TWO YEARS but I DON'T TALK ABOUT IT. IT'S NOT TEA-TIME-CONVERSATION FOR GOD'S SAKE. I mean, WHAT THE FUCK? It's OFFENSIVE coming from her mouth! Suicide is the most beautiful, courageous thing any person can do (so I'm exaggerating here, you know that right?) and she throws it around like it's confetti or something, and it's just a common-day occurrence. MY ASS was she ever suicidal! In her effing dreams she was. She knows NOTHING of depression, suicide, RL, or even RP. Least of all RP! My god, every post is the bloody some! There's no variation, nothing!

AAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGG!!

See? This is why I ignore her as much as I can manage. Because I swear to God, one of these days I'm going to FLIP OUT and shit all over her. And then what? Will I still be innocent, loved Adu, or will she take my place? Where will the loyalty sway? My way or hers? I'd like to think it would sway to me, but you never know, you know, if you're the aggressor... Generally, it swings to the aggressee... but hey, if she's as unpopular as I think she is... who knows. But then, the admin would most likely be forced to take her side, as a matter of course and so on. Or am I wrong? Gods, I hope so. I don't know how much longer I taker this without cracking. I mean, hello! I have aggression issues, and she's just amplifying them. And Gods, when she tries to fix things! GODS! It always backfires. You'd think she'dve given up or something. But oh no, she keeps trucking on and on and on and on and on and on and you get my point...

Anyway, I think that's all from me. I've ranted enough methinks. So, g'nyt all.

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[info]emirall

July 16 2005, 23:36:16 UTC 6 years ago

*looks aghast*

I'm sorry. *hugs* That fucking sucks. Badly.

I knew there'd be spoilers, which is why I avoided LJ today before I got a hand of the book. I've read it now, and I've only come back to watch fandom explode, but then I saw your post. Who can do such an inconsiderate thing?! I really hate it when people post spoilers. *hugs again* Damn.

*pries* Do I know said individual?

[info]aduelda

July 17 2005, 10:49:44 UTC 6 years ago

Yess you do... from HoB. She was never good at RPing, and drove most of us to tears... She was never popular, and spams like hell. And she threatened to leave several times, and her charrie even attempted to commit suicide... Name starts with an F.

And now, of course, she's threatening to leave, again. Saying we wrongfully attacked her, indirectly called her evil, a criminal, rude and so on... She attacked us both. (Argael and myself both posted. It's a good thing she did; I'm worried Kim might fly off the handle at me... she's rather fond of F.) But we'll see... I think it's another one of her ploys for attention. Methinks I'll post here what I said, what Argy said, and then what she said. And you can let me know what you think, if you don't mind? (If you have nothing better to do, of course ;) )

Me said: OK, been thinking about this long and hard. Fishy: you just ruined the book for mes, thank you. Please, don't post spoilers WHERE EVERYONE CAN SEE THEM! Create a spoilers thread so that we know what we're getting ourselves into! I literally caught it by accident, and now I know who dies, AND I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW SOMEONE WAS GOING TO DIE. So thanks. And how can you post that when the book only JUST CAME OUT?! What is that? That's not right. I mean really! In a thread everyone looks at?

And before you go running to someone yelling Adu's being mean, Adu's being mean, THINK ABOUT IT. That's THE most inconsiderate thing you've done in a very long time. And yes, I'm making this out to be a big deal, just in case you feel the need to shove more spoilers in these threads.

And on that note, to spare others, I'm going to edit that spoiler out of your post, I'll create a thread for you with it. Kapieche?

(Ok, so I may have been a litle harsh, but that's because you literally have to pound things into her head before she gets it)

Argy: Thanks for editing and creating a new thread Adu


ummm...Fishy...I think even if we posted that we didn´t enjoy book 5 that much nobody was interested to read about the ending of book 6. I usually read a book from the beginning and as I´ve posted before - I´ll not be able to get the book until autumn.

To create a thread for that or at least post a huge SPOILER WARNING ..should have done to prevent people from reading what they don´t want to know.

You shouldn´t be surprised when people get angry for that. I wouldn´t have want to know about scenes from the LotR - movies before I saw the film, or know about the murder before I finish a book. Please think about it - and think before you post such things.

(She asked me to edit my post - edited Adu's a b*tch to Adu's being mean)

(Comment= too long, rest coming in a min)

[info]aduelda

July 17 2005, 10:50:31 UTC 6 years ago

Continued...

And lastly, Fishy with a motherload of a post: Good afternoon! No, bad! I know I did some wrong things, and I'm sorry, but you've attacked me too severely over something I didn't know and had subjective issues. Though you all didn't directly say so, you have all indirectly called me evil, rude, selfish, and criminal. I am now shaking and unable to eat, and I don't know how long this will last.


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And how can you post that when the book only JUST CAME OUT?! What is that? That's not right. I mean really! In a thread everyone looks at?

And before you go running to someone yelling Adu's being mean, Adu's being mean, THINK ABOUT IT. That's THE most inconsiderate thing you've done in a very long time. And yes, I'm making this out to be a big deal, just in case you feel the need to shove more spoilers in these threads.
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You did not have to deeply wound me with such words. All you had to say was, "You should make a thread with a topic with SPOILERS and put it there instead of putting it here where everyone could see it," instead of say THE most inconsiderate thing, which indirectly called me evil and criminal.


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You shouldn´t be surprised when people get angry for that. I wouldn´t have want to know about scenes from the LotR - movies before I saw the film, or know about the murder before I finish a book. Please think about it - and think before you post such things.
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I don't need such rub-ins. You talked as if I committed some big crime like murder or robbery. You talked as if by spoiling it, you are about to die, or I made a cut and you are bleeding. You also over-scolded as if I've amde a personal attack on you. I've seen people give out spoilers when they didn't know they weren't supposed to, but they just received general information on what to do, not attacks.

As for spoilers, SOME PEOPLE GO FOR THEM, AND I KNOW QUITE A FEW PEOPLE WHO DO! I've seen at other boards where PEOPLE POST SPOILERS IN THREADS WHERE EVERYONE VISITS WITH A SPOILER WARNING FIRST (as I did). I didn't know what to do, and you indirectly said that I know that it was bad and intentionally did it.

Yes, people will be upset when things are spoiled, but severe scolding and attackes like that is not right either. When I ask for spoilers, it's a big deal when people don't tell me, but do I go yelling and attacking them? NO. For things with subjective opinions and decisions, there are no clear rules, and people do not always know what is right or wrong. People need to explain what they want.


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[info]aduelda

July 17 2005, 10:50:52 UTC 6 years ago

Re: And continued again...

I did, at least in the RP posts, I felt I was giving you a chance. I myself just had to be slow, and to me, it was just a beginning. Then you started seeking others. You should have clearly stated or asked why I wasn't giving you a chance because I just couldn't figure it out. I did not think you deserved what you got in the past. I'm sorry if I offended you. If it's over before it has even really started, then I guess it is.

All friends here? If you really were friends, then you wouldn't verbally attacked me severely and indirectly called me a criminal. You would have understood what I thought, and just simply and politely stated what I should do. I never should have checked in before fixing something to eat, because now I can't even eat. You will get your wish when I get wiped out by natural selection.

Sorry if I was really offensive in my post, but I've been seriously offended both directly and indirectly, and in a way falsely accused of intentionally doing something to upset others. I don't need any more rub-ins or the excuse, "I was mad and didn't know what to do!" or "You're too sensitive!"

Kular, I hope you get some food and sleep, because I can't even eat after all these comments.

Edit: After some thought, I think I'm through with messageboards. My addiction gets too high, and though I usually get to the point where I enjoy a board, things always end up going wrong in the end. I have pretty much already written myself out of the RPs. I have just deleted the spoiler thread since we won't be needing it now without me.

Come to think of it, it's a darn shame she didn't cut us or something. At least we'd have something solid to crap on her about, after she ruined the last little story. And motherload! LOL. Whoops. So I figure I'll put off posting until someone else does... I'm not sure whether to ignore her (like I usually do), or to plead with her (like I think she wants me to do), or to just say, OK, buh bye now, (Like I umm... don't feel like doing, but suppose I should?_

Anyway, a sad day in the life of F. I'd be freaking elated if it weren't for the fact that I'm worried about what the Admin will say (Kim and Argy). *cough*

Wait, you've read the entire book?! o.O I should get off this pc and start reading! I'm only on chapter 3 :$

Love ya stax, catch ya later ;) Off to read... and eat something! Hey, at least she didn't mention her upset ST *rolls eyes*
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